Living as a Black woman in America means rarely breathing freely.
My struggle to breathe has nothing to do with COVID-19. This lack of air is a result of a different illness, one that has lingered in the air since the beginning of America. This illness ruined families, ruined health, ruined lives. This illness has changed forms through the years, but is just as prevalent and deadly today as it it was when it started.
My breath catches when I see a police officer, even if I’m doing nothing wrong.
Air leaves my lungs in a sick rush at the sight of a confederate flag.
At each microaggression, dog whistle, and ignorant comment I heave a hefty sigh of exasperation.
Racism is a disease infecting every area of this country. Sadly, too many among us don’t recognize how sick this country is. We need to open the windows and release the stale, sour air of this country’s racist past and present if we ever want to eliminate the disease in the future.
Acknowledge the original sin of slavery and its negative impact on Black Americans, then and now.
Apologize through words and actions. Try to right the egregious wrongs. Nothing can ever truly pay what is owed to those who worked this land for nothing, those who were seen and treated as nothing.
But we can try.
As I wait to see the results of this presidential election, I hold my breath. With each passing day I pray we are closing in on the final days of this disease. I hope I live long enough to see racism draw its final breath so we can all breathe freely.